For the first time in a long time i went to a Mary Kay meeting and we talked about goals and staying positive and how your attitude can determine your life and I kept thinking of ways to make this year as amazing as last year and i have so many things i wanna do and as soon as i get excited about it all i remember why last year was so great...because i knew i couldnt do all that this year! Lol so i need to take it down a few notches on the trip planning which is hard because i reeeeally love going new places, but i thought id come up with a few goals and things id like to do this year So here goes :
1).....a few trips. LOL! But not like last year so i think i can plan for a couple without overdoing it! I wanna do the spring holiday with Allie for sure. Were so excited for that and although we were excited for Bermuda and island shenanigans i think staying in the U.S. is a good idea, not only would a road trip seeing new places and things be really fun but at this point im not sure leaving the country is smart at all. Setting up oxygen and medicine transfer and everything would be tough and If something happened there id be in trouble so road trip it is!! (def have out of country plans though for a later date). I also wanna do some smaller ones like Nashville and i think we were talking about California too.
2) I wanna get my fev1 up past 35%. It seems almost impossible lately but i think i can do it. If i focus really hard on getting my weight up and keeping it up, and really put work into exercising and making sure i dont miss one single little pill or treatment i think i can do it. I wanna put transplant off as long as possible because to be honest it terrifies me and i dont want it. Im really motivated to do this and im gonna work my ass off to get the results i want. Making serious changes to reach this goal!
3) Stop letting negative people and situations influence my life. Im happy overall but there are a few things that really get me down and I finally feel like im ready to clean house and get rid of the negative relationships i have with some people. Im ready to let go of all the things that im hanging on to even though i know they're no good for me. I know that ultimately itll make me happier and so its worth the sadness of letting those things and people go and moving on with my life. I have so much good in my life i need to focus on all that from here on out. :)
Maybe ill make some more but for now thats it, those are my goals, a few things i want to accomplish some in the next few months some throughout the year, very happy with this list and im determined to stick with it!!
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