Life Keeps On Changing, Tell It To Stay Still But It Wont Listen

The timer went off before we expected hahaha

They say time flies when your having fun, and whoever "they" are, they knew exactly what they were talking about when they said that. I had so much fun this weekend with Al! By so
me miracle i felt great all weekend. I danced like i could at 21, i laughed without stopping to catch my breath, and i met someone who made me realize that even if i never see him again, i WILL be happy with someone else again, Allie was right about that one, shes pretty good at stuff like that :). But was over before i knew it, and while i still feel pretty okay right now i know its temporary, it always is. This last year flew by, i feel like just yesterday it was NYE and i was excited for the year to start and i didnt realize that a week later my life would change forever. The flu i caught made me really sick and ive never fully came back from it, it was the scariest month of my entire life.This last summer i didnt take a single day for granted and i went on a lot of vacations and took every opportunity to see my friends and family and now its the end of November, i dont know where all that time went. I very rarely say no to plans and try to get whatever i can out of life, but i dont think itll ever be enough. Ill always want to do more, see more, go more places and no matter how long i have it will always be over too soon! Just like this last year im scared ill blink and be at the end of the line just wanting to go back, wondering where it all went.....such a weird feeling. Real weird.

Alright. Pity parade over. Spamoni im out!