Great Weekends With Great People!

Well its been quite some time since my last post (due to a rare spike in my social life...and also a not so rare lung infection) but things overall have been good! Im slowly starting to figure out how this site works so maybe my blog can be slightly more interesting haha. Anywhoooo so i did get a little sick and during the week i was pretty out of commission but between all the rest i got then and the antibiotics i was put on at the beginning of the month i still felt okay enough to go out on the weekends with my two best friends which was amazing and much needed!! I absolutely love going out dancing with them its like for that night all the stress i feel about meds and eating enough and not feeling well just goes away. im a normal 23 year old girl out with my friends and it feels amazing...except when i cough up a lung haha but in general i mean lol. Lately its been tough to cope with my CF my latest pft's showed an FEV1 of 28% and i can def feel it. I dont know how its gonna be when i cant do things like that anymore its gonna be hard to accept and i know its coming and im really dreading it. At 23 i shouldnt wonder how many years i have left but i do, discussing transplant with my doctors is scary for me cause i know thats a last resort option and it means im running out of time with the lungs that i have and it means that the doctors know i wont live long without something drastic. How is anyone okay with that?? Sticking with the theme here i dont think i could do this without Allie and Michelle. id probably lose my mind and i can honestly say that i couldnt deal with all this without such an amazing support system, mind you its much larger than two people but they make all the difference.