Bad News Is So Last Week

Today started off pretty good i woke up at an actual time during the day and not 4-pm like ive been doing but i was still ridiculously tired when i woke up probably due to coughing all night and not really sleeping :( and my mom came by to help me clean my apartment as apparently now i cant breathe well enough to even mop the floors, double :(. I miss days when id wake up and be up and feel good and go out and do things but my sister (Sarah) called me a few times and came by for a few mins and i absolutely love seeing her even just for a little she always cracks me up so that helped!! Im def excited to live with her and her family in a few months!! (More on that to come!) 

                     Then came the hard part.

                      Challenge??

 Build the most kickass movie fort the world has ever seen.

                        Annnnnd......

                    NAILED IT!!

Christmas lights made it purdy!!

 First came going to Walmart for a few blankets and things which used to be easy but i definately could have used my oxygen tonight! Walking through that store took me at least 45 mins and i had to stop and cough every 5. People looked at me like i had the plague! Then i came home and had to move a bunch of furniture around and get the tv on the floor haha thank got i didnt break it! (and yes theres a flat screen in there hahaha) It took me a few hours and lots and lots of oxygen breaks (so not used to not being able to breathe) but i got the lights and sheets hung up, 3 layers of blankets on the floor, and about 12 pillows against all the walls and voila! Movie night! Joey and I watched Crazy Stupid Love and it was a great way to spend a rainy night! Im really glad he came by even though he worked all day (he was very impressed with my fort skills!) <3 I really needed it too i was really upset lately and i was having a hard time shaking it. This whole week has been great tho, nothing gets you over last weeks terrible news (my pfts being 28%) like amazing people! Tuesday morning i had lattes with Allie and tomorrow i have a halloween scary movie night and drinks with her and Michelle then Friday Joey and i are getting sushi before he goes to work and i go to Sarahs for another movie night :) I was a little on edge about transplant for a while and not too sure if i really wanted to go through it (its a rather terrifying thing and to be honest scares the bejesus out of me (word credit : Michelle)) but lately i dont know how i could say no to a chance of having more of this. I love love love these people with everything i have and the time i get with them means the world to me and i dont want that to ever end. It may hurt and it may be difficult and it may not even work. I could die and have gone through it for nothing, but ive decided im in. Final decision? Going for it!!!